I am always in his loving hands

Disabled Veteran for Christ | U.S. Army SSG

Chain of Command
Who is the highest-ranking officer in God’s army?
The Commander of the Lord’s Army—and His name is Jesus! (Joshua 5:14)

I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.
For 21 years, I proudly served in the U.S. Army, leaving the service as a Staff Sergeant (SSG). with many issue and problems, I did my best to serve proudly.but many things did occur, but Jesus saw me through it all. I know there were officers, NCOs, and even so-called friends who despised me and turned their backs on me during my time in the military. I’ll admit—I had the tendency to be outspoken when things weighed heavy on me. But in those moments, I came to realize something deeper: I truly needed Jesus. He was the only one who knew my pain, the only one who understood me completely, and the only one who could rescue and save me.

I am, and I have always been, a child of God. Yet it took the trials of military life to really open my eyes and make me realize this truth. Through rejection, loneliness, and struggles, I discovered that the Lord was with me all along—protecting me, guiding me, and calling me closer to Him.

Yes, I had issues when I got out of the military, because I was still struggling with my demons. The military is behind me, but the war within my mind and spirit and biiterness followed me home. And yet, even in my lowest moments, Jesus never left me. He was patient, waiting for me to surrender it all to Him so that He could bring healing, peace, and a new purpose for my life.

The Bible reminds us in Proverbs 31:8–9:
“Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves, for the rights of all who are destitute. Speak up and judge fairly; defend the rights of the poor and needy.”

Even when my voice was misunderstood or rejected, I know now that God was shaping me to speak truth, to stand for what is right, and to lean on Him as my strength and my redeemer. My military journey—and my battles after service—taught me this: no matter what man may think of me, my true identity is secure in Christ Jesus.

Today, I serve my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, with dedication and courage.

I am broken I got into trouble both in the miltary and out of the military got artice 15

What does it mean to get an article 15?

Non-judicial punishment is a military justice option available to commanders. It permits commanders to resolve allegations of minor misconduct against a soldier without resorting to higher forms of discipline, such as a court-martial. The decision to impose an Article 15 is completely the commander’s.

God is not finished with me yet.

🙏 A Heartfelt Thanksgiving to God 🙏

To those who may not believe in the power of prayer—I cannot make you believe.
All I can do is testify that I believe, and here’s why:

To those who believe in the power of prayer, we know that:

God is good.

God never fails.

I am living proof of the power of prayer.

My Testimony

Willie T. Ayers

A Veteran for Christ

I am Willie T. Ayers, a veteran for Christ, carrying several service-connected disabilities, including PTSD. Yet I boldly declare: I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ!

A Word to the Reader

Blessings to all who may read or share this testimony. Many do not realize the countless blessings that God pours upon us daily. This is my story—not polished words, not professional writing—just the truth of what God has done in my life.

Some may doubt what they read here. Some may say it sounds too wild to be true. But I stand before you as living proof: God is real, Jesus saves, and His grace is sufficient!

From Sin to Salvation

There was a time when my life was consumed by darkness. I drank, cursed, fought—living a reckless and sinful lifestyle. “Crazy” isn’t a strong enough word. But through it all, God never left me.

Daily I ask for His mercy, for I know I am a sinner saved only by His grace. And I believe with all my heart: God did not bring me this far to leave me. He is not finished with me yet.

Miracles of Survival

From the time I was a child, God’s hand of protection was upon me.

1963 – Cleveland, Ohio: At only 9 years old, I was struck by a car going over 90 miles per hour. Nearly every bone in my body was broken. Doctors gave up. But my praying mother and faithful prayer warriors called on the name of Jesus. And here I stand today!

1965 – Cleveland, Ohio: Sitting in an abandoned truck, a match thrown into the gas tank caused an explosion. I was blown out of my shoe—but walked away without a scratch.

The Word of God declares:

“But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon Him; and with His stripes we are healed.” (Isaiah 53:5)

In the Military

During my 21 years of service, God spared me countless times:

An M113 APC flipped over while I was inside—I escaped with only a scar.

A soldier beside me was struck by an accidental M60 machine gun discharge. It could have been me—but God spared me.

As a drill instructor, a soldier dropped a live grenade in a trench. I threw it out just in time—it exploded midair.

In Germany, I lost control of my car; it was totaled. I walked away without a scratch.

Every moment was proof: God was not done with me yet.

After the Military

Life wasn’t easy. I lived in hotels, drank daily, and drifted without hope. But in 1993, an elderly man offered me a job when I had nothing. That was God’s provision.

And then came the greatest blessing of my life—my wife, Deanna. It was her love, her faith, and her patience that led me back to Christ. She stood by me through ups and downs, through health battles and struggles, and she continues to be my God-given rock.

Trials of Health and Loss

Over the years, I have faced:

Multiple surgeries (feet, hands, knees, spine).

A thoracic laminectomy in 2006.

Gout, depression, dizziness, blackouts, and more.

Recently, a brain bleed and ongoing health battles that keep me under VA care.

The heartbreak of losing my mother, two sisters, two brothers, and several relatives between 1998–2008.

Yet through it all, I can say like Job: “Though He slay me, yet will I trust Him” (Job 13:15).

My Faith Today

I stand here grateful. Grateful for life. Grateful for mercy. Grateful that Jesus Christ never gave up on me.

I hold on to my faith because I know where my help comes from. My testimony is simple: God has been good to me. He has carried me through dangers seen and unseen. He has never left me, never forsaken me, and never failed me.

I humbly ask for your prayers for my family, especially my sister Eva Lee, who battled cancer. I trust God’s will in all things.

Final Word

If you take anything from my testimony, let it be this:

When doctors gave up, God stepped in.

When my life should have ended, God spared me.

When sin held me down, Jesus lifted me up.

I will spend the rest of my days declaring:

God is real. Jesus saves. And I am living proof of His power.

To Him be all the glory!

✝️ Willie T. Ayers

A Veteran for Christ

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